Wednesday, November 10, 2010

he did it again.

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright
& this thing turned evil, i dont know why im still surprised.
even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
but you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind

now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
in this tug of war, you'll always win, even when im right.
cause you feed me fables from your hand,
with violent words & empty threats & its sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.
so maybe im a masochist
i try to run but i dont wana ever leave.
til the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories.
this morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me il be sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so i can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and il follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, im nothing, im so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly i am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each others backs that we'll always have each others backs, cause we're that lucky.
together, we move mountains, lets not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who's counting
i may have hit you three times, im starting to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but i refused counselling
this house is too huge, if you move out il burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground
aint shit you can do about it.
with you im in my f-king mind, without you, im out it.

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