you and i

Nothing left for me to say

There's no more wicked games to play

It's time for me to walk away

I am allright

I feel like I'm on a high

A new beginning that is my life

I'm turning to the rythm of the night

I am allright

The music is making me growing

The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing

There's noone here to break me or bring me down

And noone here to hurt me or fool around

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings

Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in

We are at the end no more stupid lies

I'm better off without you here by my side

So no there is no longer you and I

You and I, you and I

You and I, you and I

You and I

Don't care what other people say

I know you fool around all day

Now it doesn't hurt me anyway

I am allright

And when the day turns into night

I'm in a club forgetting you and I

And when I'm think of how you treated me

You proved me right

passionately curious

life has just been so amazing lately. i guess having my best friend back in town in the main reason for that. but over the past few weeks i feel now as though i am living rather than just existing. im no longer indulging in the same repetitive lifestyle. and how did i do this? change. iv been doing different things, been with different people, experienced new things and new places. change has always seemed to be a negative in my life but for once i can be happy about it. yes, thats what i am now, happy. content. who knows how long it will last but for now im in a good place and iv crawled out of that little hole that iv been hiding myself in for the past few months. im back and this time caring about pointless shit is the least of my problems.

*this is our decision to live fast & die young, we've got the vision now lets have some fun*

teenage crime

'I have a burning desire to sink my teeth into something dangerous. Go out on a limb and dive into black atmosphere.

Meddle with destiny and tamper with time. Chase the road until i reach the edge of the earth. Drink the sky and exhale heaven.

I want to avoid caution and welcome carelessness with open arms. Break the chains of obedience and submerge myself into rebellion. Anticipation pulses in my fingertips.

Waiting - Wanting - Watching.

I'll step into the fiery lights of jeopardy and grin in the face of fate.'

- found on a blog, amazing.

how to cure sadness.

raise your glass if you're wrong in all the right ways.

i want to go back to living in the sixties. where everything seemed right with the world. & i want to spend my days sitting on beautiful green grass reading poetry & magazines. wearing pretty summer dresses & sandals & just loving life.

with a view that goes on for days.

beautiful summer dresses like these ones.

driving around in my dream car: a pink bug

& most of all: i wana travel the world & experience life in a million different ways.

its not what most people will approve of as a lifestyle but i just want to be happy. so raise your glass if you're wrong in all the right ways.

"When i was younger, my teacher asked me to write down what i wanted to be when i grew up. I wrote down *Happy* She told me I didnt understand the assignment, I told her she didnt understand Life.'' ♥

just for tonight

i remember years ago, someone told me i should have caution when it comes to love, i did, i did.

& you were strong & i was not, my illusion, my mistake. i was careless, i forgot, i did.

falling out of love is hard.

falling for betrayal is worst.

broken trust & broken hearts.

i know, i know

i wana go away. get away. get out of this town. go far far away, just for a while. going home would be the best thing right now. going back to zim.

was in my element tonight. just forgot about studying & exams & stress & art and had a super chilled night with kirks. vampire diaries marathon with pizza.

exams: 6 down. not far to go now.

have a lovely weekend everyone. (please let it be full of sunshine & happiness)

xx

once upon a time.

cannot relate more to this:

check out this website: www.postsecret.com

the reality of the cruel world will be the death of me.

he did it again.

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright

& this thing turned evil, i dont know why im still surprised.

even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.

but you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind

now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.

in this tug of war, you'll always win, even when im right.

cause you feed me fables from your hand,

with violent words & empty threats & its sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

so maybe im a masochist

i try to run but i dont wana ever leave.

til the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories.

this morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction

hush baby, speak softly, tell me il be sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me

try and touch me so i can scream at you not to touch me

run out the room and il follow you like a lost puppy

baby, without you, im nothing, im so lost, hug me

then tell me how ugly i am, but that you'll always love me

then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each others backs that we'll always have each others backs, cause we're that lucky.

together, we move mountains, lets not make mountains out of molehills,

you hit me twice, yeah, but who's counting

i may have hit you three times, im starting to lose count

but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain

our love is crazy, we're nuts, but i refused counselling

this house is too huge, if you move out il burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground

aint shit you can do about it.

with you im in my f-king mind, without you, im out it.

bleh

biology exam tomorrow. i want to crawl into a hole and die right now. today has been a brain-overloaded miserable weather day.

---> p.s.

i want a dress like this one

& maybe some rings like these too

xxx

time to pretend

english language, poetry and literature.check.

two down and eleven to go. sigh.

I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.

This is our decision, to live fast and die young.

We've got the vision, now let's have some fun.

We're fated to pretend

To pretend

We're fated to pretend

To pretend

I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms

I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world

I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home

Yeah, I'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone.

We were fated to pretend

To pretend

We're fated to pretend

To pretend

MGMT - Time to pretend. listen to the song here

imagine this

im starting my blog over. time for new beginnings.

i want to be her right now. sitting by a river. secluded from all civilization, by myself. lost in a book which draws me into a different world.